Just whatever random thoughts that I get. A lot of it is media stuff, and there's a little social justice but not near enough for me to feel like I'm doing my part but I'm working on that! Also sometimes I feel depressed so there will be angst-filled posts as well sorry. I tend to go through stages with stuff, obsessing over it and then ignoring it for a while so deal with it. And um thanks for stopping by I guess?
Cisgendered, female, 19, somewhere between bi and pansexual (it's hard to explain), demisexual, polyamorous
AIM: Katrani Merack (might be registered on search as just Katrani or KatMerack)
also now i kind of need an apartment asap?
South suburbsish of Chicago (preferably Oak Lawn/Evergreen Park or Alsip), I can pay up to 400 a month and will clean, if anyone knows anything please let me know!
EVERYONE GUESS WHAT
I HAVE JOB
I DON’T HAVE TO PANIC ABOUT STUFF EVERY DAY ANYMORE
(or at least not for a few months)
i still don’t have a job. three days before i resort to carcamping (hahahaha still don’t have the strength to actually ask my boyfriend if his offer still stands to stay with him because can’t be too dependent hahaha)
i just. i don’t get it. plenty of people are hiring but just… no one will hire me. and i don’t know why and i hate it and i just. i need this. i’m on my own now. no parental support. so i need work and i’m trying. i’ve been putting in three hours every day, until the heat gets to me and i have to return back to indoors and a/c (my car’s vents don’t work for cool air and it doesn’t have a/c). but nothingnothingnothing!
ahhhh there’s so many people that i like
i follow and i look at all of their read mores and i’m like i wanna be their friends they seem rad even though they don’t think they are and i wanna squish them with cuddles and hugs and blanket forts and chocolate because hey! they deserve affection!
and like sometimes i feel like we might be friends because now and then i try to offer advice or i’ll send them askbox stuff and they’re all nice and happeh about it
but at the same time… we never talk u_u and i wanna! i just have no idea how to start conversations and ahhh
Basically if i follow you HI YOU SEEM COOL LET’S BE FRIENDS except i kinda suck at starting things sorry
so seeing how everyone came onto the team is kinda really great?
especially the pair-ups. I did not think that Toby would’ve been the one to bring CJ on, or that Josh was there before Sam… Or that Bartlet himself was the last person to become a part of the team, really.
So like, I still constantly want to apologize for a couple of years ago? But at the same time, I’m glad things played out like they did. I was an immature fool, and while not immature, I think you kinda might’ve been in love with love at the time and in short neither of us were ready for that sort of thing.
Good news? I know now that I can’t ever handle that again, but we can both keep it from happening as well and I kinda wanna try stuff again except with a delay until I get myself settled down (lololol job hunting sucks)
Other than that, you’re the person I’ve known second-longest that’s still in my life, and I hope you never ever disappear because you are awesome and surprisingly good at dealing with my issues over distance. I also hope I never tick you off because geez do you have a lot of blackmail xD
Also your art is reallyreally cute! I know that might not be what you want to hear for what you want to do, but if you ever needed to do mascot design for peeps I think you could totally outdo anyone else.
hey if we know each other send me a number and i’ll make a post saying nice things abt u
all posts will be tagged ‘number meme’ if u want to blacklist
okay Sansa darling ilu
but you are such a naive child and it breaks my heart.
SHE THINKS THAT LORD BERIC CAN’T BE A HERO OF THE TALES. BECAUSE HE IS TOO OLD. AT 22.
COMPARED TO LORAS AT 16.
Sansa you are (become) so strong and you’re amazing and no one should have to put up with what you do
but you are such a sweet summer child and it breaks my heart even though at this point you are also kinda a brat, especially with regards to your sister. I mean, Arya’s got her issues too, but her first wake-up moment is much earlier and idk how much of her actions are just how she is versus bitterness and rage over Mycah and your lying and etc.
And I have no doubt that you would’ve gotten better and smarter and grown up all on your ownsome but everything that happens speeds that up and oh gosh just please stop breaking my heart with your black-and-white view because you are so unprepared.
so I have absolutely nothing to say about Ezra or Nehemiah but I do have two bits of a rant about Esther-
okay i honestly have nothing to add about Chronicles because well, mostly it’s just retelling Kings and what little is new could’ve just been in those in the first place.
At least as far as I can tell.
you know what would be great for tumblr to implement?
an auto-save feature for posts.