Thoughts of Something or Other

Just whatever random thoughts that I get. A lot of it is media stuff, and there's a little social justice but not near enough for me to feel like I'm doing my part but I'm working on that! Also sometimes I feel depressed so there will be angst-filled posts as well sorry. I tend to go through stages with stuff, obsessing over it and then ignoring it for a while so deal with it. And um thanks for stopping by I guess?

Cisgendered, female, 19, somewhere between bi and pansexual (it's hard to explain), demisexual, polyamorous
Email: xkatranix@gmail.com
AIM: Katrani Merack (might be registered on search as just Katrani or KatMerack)
Pronouns: She/her/hers

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(tw: internalized misogyny/rape culture)

Aka Kat is confused and paranoid about her first time and gives ya’ll way too much tmi

# sex stuff

# personal

# fuck what if he checks this i mean i know he has my blog link

# but ahhh

# i just

# i don't want to make him feel /guilty/ or like i didn't want it

# i'm just really

# really

# REALLY

# confuzzled about everything

# especially when it comes to myself

# plus who knows how much of this is internalized stuff making me feel non-legitly guilty

just gonna quote the convo i had with lobs about my day

# this is probably enough info to get me in trouble whoops

# work

# i just

# i really

# do not understand people

# names changed even though i doubt anyone's that spiteful towards me? hopefully?

AHHH THERE IS DEFINITELY A FEMALE-BODIED EQUALIST ON THE STAGE WITH AMON

ASAMI????

# i just

# really want asami and korra to become friends

# but for korra to not understand her bending privilege exactly

# until it's revealed that asami is an equalist

# so that she'll be forced to see level that people feel they need to go

# because like

# it's possible to friends with someone from a group you despise

# or that has power over you

pegasus is a major troll

# obvious statement is obvious

# but yeah

# i just

# all i think during creator vs champion is TROLOLOLOL

# tv thoughts

# yu-gi-oh

thedailywhat:

End Of An Era of the Day: Encyclopaedia Britannica, the mother of all alphabetized knowledge, will be putting its 244-year-old print business out to pasture effective immediately.

This makes the august encyclopedia publisher’s 32-volume 2010 edition the last of its kind.

“Some people will feel sad about it and nostalgic about it. But we have a better tool now,” said Encyclopaedia Britannica Inc. president Jorge Cauz. “But we have a better tool now. The Web site is continuously updated, it’s much more expansive and it has multimedia.”

Indeed, over the last decade, Encyclopaedia Britannica has seen online rival Wikipedia slowly eat away at its market share, with its high-minded notions of free information for all by all.

By comparison, a complete set of Encyclopaedia Britannica books will set you back a cool $1,395. Additionally, dead-tree tomes lack the self-correction and expansion features that come standard with Wikipedia, and are increasingly necessary in today’s fast-paced world of the 24-hour news cycle.

Curriculum products for schools have been Encyclopaedia Britannica primary source of revenue since encyclopedia sales peaked at 120,000 in 1990. According to the company, nearly all the other money it makes comes from subscriptions to its website. Print encyclopedias make up less than 1 percent its profits.

[mediadecoder.]

↵ Reblogged from thedailywhat

# I GOT USED TO SEEING THIS

# having no new ones = sad kat

things white allies can do

neverwillstop:

shhh: be quiet and listen

educate yourself first before you think to ask questions of POC

check your privilege

know when to collect your folks (call out racism when you see it!)

(also applies to being a straight/cis ally for queer folk or a male ally for other genders and etc., but replace POC and racism with other groups and other -isms)

↵ Originally from neverwillstop

↵ Reblogged from biancaed

# ally stuff

# gah i really need to work on the second and last points

# i just

# really can never seem to speak up irl

# hrmp

# grah self stop being so spineless

# **sigh**

# also start putting in the effort to shift through sources

What if SOPA was passed?

sweetjeevas:

Take a minute or two to read this comic.
It’s touching as well as vaguely accurate.

(Source: uchuuengineer)

↵ Originally from uchuuengineer

↵ Reblogged from biancaed

# why am i suddenly tearbending?

# ha

# yeah idk it does sound pathetic doesn't it? but i don't think i could make it without the freedom on the internet

# i just

# i suck at being social

# i really do

# and i know others have it a lot worse

# but this here

# on this blog?

# this is all me

# not some stupid front i put up to look cute or interesting or even normal

# because the internet isn't normal

# and for every ten jerks railing against something each of us believes or wants or thinks

# there's a hundred more that agree

# even if they keep it a secret

# and it's just so good not being alone

# haha sorry guys

# you can ignore my rambling

so my ex came up to me in the diner today…

and i just… asbfajksbfa

idk. it needed to be done- we needed to have a proper conversation- but i just… asfjbaskfjba

that’s not the way to do it

1. Not an ambush in public! Send a note or something that things need to be talked out properly.

2. If it has to be in public, not while I’m eating? I probs would’ve tried to run off if I didn’t have food. >.< I hate being caught off-guard like that.

3. It was all loaded questions like if I regretted dating him. Um, no? But regret does not equal worth? Or other factors. It was too stressful for me because he was too nice. What part of that is hating it or regretting it? Yes I regret my actions at the end of it but ksjdbfkdsjbfs.

**headdesk**

This is why I keep thinking I need to avoid dating. But I hate being single. sakjbfakjsfbas

# it's not like i hate him

# or even dislike him

# i just