Just whatever random thoughts that I get. A lot of it is media stuff, and there's a little social justice but not near enough for me to feel like I'm doing my part but I'm working on that! Also sometimes I feel depressed so there will be angst-filled posts as well sorry. I tend to go through stages with stuff, obsessing over it and then ignoring it for a while so deal with it. And um thanks for stopping by I guess?
Cisgendered, female, 19, somewhere between bi and pansexual (it's hard to explain), demisexual, polyamorous
AIM: Katrani Merack (might be registered on search as just Katrani or KatMerack)
so anime club had it’s first event last night!
It was basically a giant party using two connected rooms (yay moveable walls!) with games on one side and dancing on the other. We had a few hiccups with the Jeopardy game we set up (powerpoint glitched out) and most everyone stayed on the game side (we had maybe 8 out of 40 at any given time on the dance floor) but it was still fun!
And our VP and Mascot (yes that’s her title) put together a 4 hour piece of art of a playlist. After most of the really heavy/energetic songs there was a small little nostalgic song to let everyone catch their breath- like the Kim Possible theme and then Friend Like Me (from Aladdin). And at one point they had the OoT Item Get track going into Fly Away Now (try it, it works really well!), and our finale was All Star (Smash Mouth) and then Sandstorm (idr which specific version but if you don’t know Sandstorm I am really sad for you).
And my boyfriend needed to clear out early because he had work this morning but when I expend a lot of energy like that I want to use up even more (is there a term for being exhausted but still having an adrenaline rush or whatevs?) and one of my friends wound up coming back to my room with me and then we made out a lot??? Idk how I feel about that honestly, mostly because I’m not sure where I’d want this to go.
(Lobster is right my life is turning into some sort of sex-filled magical dream or something if high school me could see me now she’d probably faint from shock)
so if everything goes according to plan
in three years i will have a job already set up (thank you junior year field work because if that goes well I’ll have my foot in the door someplace) and i’ll be in chicagoland so finding an apartment should be easy
so the minute i graduate
i’m going to start planning a “Kat no longer has to deal with her parentals” party
because i won’t be financially dependent on them
and their problems will not give me panic attacks because I’ll be away from them
SO ALL YA’LL I TALK WITH HAD BETTER FUCKING BE ABLE TO BE IN CHICAGO THREE YEARS FROM NOW AT SOME POINT IN THE SUMMER
there will be food and drink and merrymaking and who knows maybe an orgy considering kaya’s invited and i love ya’ll enough that i wouldn’t mind doing stuff with ya’ll