Just whatever random thoughts that I get. A lot of it is media stuff, and there's a little social justice but not near enough for me to feel like I'm doing my part but I'm working on that! Also sometimes I feel depressed so there will be angst-filled posts as well sorry. I tend to go through stages with stuff, obsessing over it and then ignoring it for a while so deal with it. And um thanks for stopping by I guess?
Cisgendered, female, 19, somewhere between bi and pansexual (it's hard to explain), demisexual, polyamorous
Email: xkatranix@gmail.com
AIM: Katrani Merack (might be registered on search as just Katrani or KatMerack)
Pronouns: She/her/hers
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
so seeing how everyone came onto the team is kinda really great?
especially the pair-ups. I did not think that Toby would’ve been the one to bring CJ on, or that Josh was there before Sam… Or that Bartlet himself was the last person to become a part of the team, really.
I’m not saying the Avatar state doesn’t have incredible—and helpful power. But you have to understand, for the people who love you, watching you be in that much rage and pain is really scary.
Sorry but I’m going to feels all over this (not sorry).
But like, just look at Katara’s reactions to all of these and how they exemplify that quote.
In the first one, remember this is her first time seeing him like this. But she doesn’t panic. She tries to talk to him, to get him to calm down- she’s afraid, but she’s mostly keeping a lid on it. She’s worried that he’s going to hurt someone, and with the only people there being the three of them, it would be someone that she cares about and she can’t let that happen. She’s also probably drawing on her own feelings towards the Fire Nation (I can imagine younger!Katara going out into the snow away from the village and just letting out her desperation and desire for revenge in these giant screaming rages or something, because even before she’s been in any kind of real battle she seems to know what she’s talking about with her emotions and empathizing with Aang a little instead of just sympathizing).
And in the second, she’s awestruck. They need a miracle to clear the Fire Nation out of the Northern Water Tribe, and here the Ocean Spirit is possessing Aang through the Avatar State. How could anyone imagine something like that might happen? And all she can probably think is something like “this is absolute power- what are any of us before this? This is something that should not happen but that needs to, and I don’t know how to deal with this.”
The third, she’s desperate, frightened, possibly a little frustrated at herself even though there’s nothing she could do. She was just telling Aang her reservations about the Avatar State, and now here he is, channeling it with all of his protective rage, and it’s because of her. If he winds up hurt, or seriously hurting someone that doesn’t deserve it, how could she deal with that?
The fourth, she knows there’s nothing she can do except let him know that she’s there. Plenty of other people have written about that moment on its own and I can’t get into it as eloquently as them, but it’s about just being a support when there’s nothing else in your power to do and hoping it’s enough.
And finally, in the caves under Ba Sing Se, Aang triggers the Avatar State, but he’s in control. They have that awesome, useful, frightening power, and Aang is tapping into it because he actually wants to, not because his emotions are getting the better of him or something else is controlling him. And she automatically recognizes that this time is different from the others, and that maybe this is Aang making a huge step in his own healing process and emotional journey. All in the middle of a battle.
Basically: memorable lines actually being applicable to the character saying it throughout a show, huzzah!
(Source: penguinsledding)
wait did Beast just cross himself?
He hasn’t done that before has he?
(I’m actually asking, because I haven’t noticed it before (why wouldn’t I if he had), but it would be kinda odd if he started doing something like that now wouldn’t it? And if this is the first time, why is he doing it?)
okay so there’s a post going around comparing two bright young women and how they approach being studious with their respective love interests.
i know it’s supposed to be a joke but it twitches me because NO THOSE TWO WOULD GO ON WONDERFUL ADVENTURES TOGETHER YOU DON’T HAVE TO CONTRAST THEM IN A VERSUS SORT OF WAY. YOU SHOULD NOT BE SAYING ONE OF THEM IS USING “UNCULTURED BULLSHIT” BECAUSE HEY THERE’S A THING CALLED CONTEXT.
Because yanno, they’re doing completely different things. One has to teach her guy the ENTIRE FUCKING LANGUAGE. The other is with a somewhat educated guy who already had access to those books and might have read a few of them before because hey, he’s stuck in a damn castle for ten years with just furniture-servants, what else is he going to do when he’s not wallowing in pity?
HELL THE SECOND WOULD PROBABLY CONGRATULATE THE FIRST FOR TEACHING HER GUY HOW TO SPEAK IN THE RELATIVELY SHORT TIME THAT THEY HAD.
BECAUSE ENGLISH IS A PAIN IN THE ASS TO LEARN OR TEACH AND HE WAS READING AND SPEAKING SOMEWHAT SOPHISTICATEDLY BY THE END OF IT.
So our second lovely bookworm would be giving kudos to the other, and then they would both sit down and start dissecting literature and sharing headcanons and just generally fangirling.
Not being judge-y over their separate situations.
“Do you really care how I’m doing?”
“Sure, I make my face look like this and the concerned words come out.”
rube you make everything better
[Images: Disney heroines in FFX-2 dresspheres- Rapunzel as White Mage, Kida as Thief, Ariel as Songstress, Jane as Gun Mage, Tiana as Shiva (not a dressphere but still a character), Pocahontas as Berserker, Jasmine as Trainer, Mulan as Samurai, Sally as Alchemist, and Alice as Lady Luck.]
Disney Dressphere Project by xsKiRtZx
WHEN I REALIZED WHAT THIS WAS I LIKE
ALMOST SCREAMED
You don’t understand how much I love this.
hnnnng YES PLEASE THESE ALL FIT REALLY REALLY WELL ACTUALLY
Especially Ariel, Jane, Jasmine, and Sally!
(Source: the-ever-so-odious)
“Do you know what it’s like to be on the cusp of adulthood and not know what you want to be, who you want to be, or even if you want to be? It’s seven shades of suck is what it is.”
georgia lass, speaking truth.
“Sassing and plotting”
“Happiness”
“Dracrys motherfucker”Perfect.
badass Dany
Reasons Daenerys is my favorite # 48124618246:
THIS. SCENE.
She’s all business, and doesn’t give anything away, and then it’s just wave of badassery as she has the slavers killed and shows that anyone who thinks she’ll just hand over her dragons knows absolutely nothing and that she is a queen and khaleesi and no one can take her strength from her. She will prove to everyone that she will not stand down.
you know, as much as there’s the issue of “guy being persistent even as a woman rebuffs him” with danny and cj (and that is a little problematic to be showing as one of the noted relationships in this show even if it is a setup that works for them and their banter and having to deal with their professional roles)
at the least he doesn’t continue with her in the moment. sure, when he’s being a reporter and she’s being the press secretary and she tells him to clear out, he tries to get more info. but when he approaches her about date stuff and she tells him to leave, he leaves right away and doesn’t try again until at least the next day.
and i appreciate that much at least- that even though he wants to keep trying, when she wants him to clear out, he clears the fuck out.
Favorite food, drink, color:
Chicken alfredo using angel hair pasta, pink lemonade, midnight blue or royal blue depending on the day
Favorite book, movie, show:
Emperor Mage (Tamora Pierce)- Magic? Politics? Girl totally owning her anger? Questioning of viewpoints? Yes please!
Summer Wars- FEELS EVERYWHERE. Also adorable badass bunny.
Kamen Rider OOO- FRIENDSHIP and FEELS and DESIRE DOESN’T HAVE TO BE BAD.
Least favorite book, movie, show:
The Responsible Self (H. Niebuhr)- Oh geez I had to read this for a class and he takes FOREVER to get to his point and the teacher had a total obsession with this and 40% of our final grade was an essay over this and just. NO. I mean, I liked the points in it, but I just feel it wasn’t delivered well and I resent feeling like I had to agree with it to pass one of my courses.
The Last Airbender- WHY DO YOU EXIST.
Eureka- Started out good, and Ferguson has a beautiful character arc, but after a while I felt like they were using time travel and reset buttons way too much and it dragged.
wait i am confused i thought all of daenerys’ khalasar besides that one guy who was with her while she met with the spicemerchant were killed while at xaro xhoan daxos’.
but then after she gets her dragons back she has a bunch of people following her orders??? did she like, scare his servants or whatever into helping her?
“Just because I pay you for your services doesn’t diminish our friendship.”
d’awww tyrion
ohmygoshes JULIE.
Like, I’ve been seeing this happen. She’s drawing away from her dad. I thought she was drawing form her mom too, but I think Tami actually honestly talking to her instead of just jumping into protectiveness curbed that a little.
But Coach Taylor is still impulsively controlling-protecting, and you can see Julie pushing against that and moving away from him. I feel like part of the problem is that Coach just is so unaware of the extent of the football culture within the high school- neither of Julie’s parents really asked her why she was so upset (in general to them, but to viewers we know it was at Matt/that situation) for a while, which we know was because of the rally girl thing. Tami is aware of it, but I don’t think she registers any of it as a problem until someone feels coerced into things? Or maybe she feels like Julie would be more immune to it, considering that her dad is the coach.
But idk. I’m seeing a lot of myself and my own distancing from my fam in Julie right now. Hopefully they all can come back together though, and Coach doesn’t do anything to make her afraid to actually do what she wants.
JOFFREY. YOU LITTLE FUCKING SHIT.